insanity....

i am surrounded
i am struck at from every direction
i have no safe haven
my life belongs not to me
i watch as it
is shredded and ripped
then molded to fit
the needs and pleasures of others
i am used
nothing bu amusement
for those whould see me
and delight
in my slow coming insanity
and others who care nothing
of my fate or death
who would never know
if i lived
whether in spirit or body
nor would my death
be loss to them
i am everything
to no one
and nothing
to everyone

~sdt