cycle.......

repression subjugation
pressurizing encumbering straining
explosion fulmination paroxysm
frenzied flailing limbs
fingers fists nails teeth
striking pounding scraping biting grinding tearing
without mercy relentless perpetual
hate spite disgust jealousy rage guilt
reddened flesh broken skin bleeding wounds
whispering thoughts tearless sobs voiceless words
purging evicting expunging
breathless collapsing curling in shutting down
stillness silence solitude
emotional chaos mental confusion physical exhaustion
binding mending patching
masquerade feign pretend deceive
abused exploited used manipulated bled drained siphoned tapped
void hurt confused lost bereft
segregation isolation disconnection dissociation sequestered
repression subjugation